Reality and the Fight

As each day passes by there is something to live for.
To be alive today, to be content and nothing more.
To have a home and family  is my goal.
Not to give it up and end up in some hole.
The message is clear that we live in fear.
Is it possible to stand? yes
With those who are far and near.
Given a chance to breathe each day.
Having the time to do this now, I pray.
Praying for a better tomorrow and friends to be there.
We can't always grumble and complain, "life is not fair."
The jobless and homeless are growing.
People pass by the signs with out even knowing.
Knowing that there is a God.
Knowing that he is hear.
Welcoming you with open arms and kindness in his eyes.
You can't get that from a person who consistently lies.
In the bible it says:
The Lord is my Shepard, I shall not want.
Be yourself and don't hide behind a front.
Don't want get a caught as phony.
In doing so, you will know what it means to be lonely.
It may be dark now, but soon the sun shines bright.
Ask yourself this, When is the right time to fight ?

Random Poem b4 wrk- Gotta Go

Sitting down at the table eating my lunch.
Washing it down with some Hawaiian punch.
Late to work, feeling really sick.
Rather be in bed watching some nick.
Doug, Rugrats, and Rocko's Modern Life.
Watching these distract me from knife.
Shows like this give me reason to laugh out loud.
Just being yourself is accomplishment, Be Proud.
Don't think less of anyone because of what they did.
We all did dumb stuff as little kids.
Why am i thinking back about all these things?
Looking down at the floor, they make me smile.
I even laugh to myself for a while.
Too bad now, I don't really laugh or talk.
Its cold outside, I have to man up and walk.
It's not anyone fault that I am like this.
These freaking headaches,  It's like I'm taking hits.
God,  I ask to please take this headache away.
For now I'm finished, Let this be a good day.

What Goes on in my Head 9

There are many views of the world today,
You look at the world and wonder, what should I say ?
Eighteen Years ago I look back.
Being a hyper little kid who loved  fruit snacks. 
Remember back in school when teachers actually listened to you.
Playing on the playground and your classmates were cool.
Sitting in the corner, talking to your imaginary friends.
Getting real happy when the day ends.
Going home to watch some fox kids.
Playing Mario on the Super Nes.
Doing homework and getting rest.
Could I have imagined, doing all of this.
Listening to classic r & b hits
Recording it all on some tapes.
Man, The ninety's were great.
Until.....
Y2k hits us with some new things.
Thinking to yourself, what will this bring ?
In September, two buildings went down.
Tears were shed in every city and town.
People were shocked and didn't know what to do.
Stand together as Americans, Together we will get through.
The greatest enemy is our own selfish desires.
Having a lot of money will not take you any higher.
How can we lose Faith in ourselves ?
Can you fill in the shoes left by someone else?
Can greed corrupt a person? Yes.
Say no to the temptation of the easy way.
Find your path and live for a better day.
The point I am trying to make to you is this.
A better tomorrow comes from effort, not a wish.

Confusion

Deep in my soul lies my destiny.
Confused, what does that mean to me?
Will I do something that change the world?
Am I some guy who rescues the girl ?
Tired of being the same, gets kinda lame.
Writing poems, a form of expression.
Reading the headlines gets my attention.
So much negative emotions.
Losing Focus.
I end up forgetting the reason I'm here.
To save myself from the darkness, to not disappear.
Helping everyone is not easy.
I have no superpowers, I am me.
Why do I feel like I am hated by others.
I rather help people from killing one another.
It doesn't make sense, all this senseless violence.
Fear is the enemy and people remain in silence.
It makes a person do a desperate thing just to survive.
Not themselves, They take a chance and go for the dive.
Realizing that in the end, you reap what you sow.
The question remains, Where will you go ?

The Burden

It can be a burden holding on to the things you regret.

His words can show what you can do next.
Be mindful of what you say to others.
Swords and Words are common to one another.
They sink deeply into what ever they come in to contact with.
You hold head down wishing that it missed.
That is why is important to keep faith and not lose hope.
Saving people who turn to the rope.
Leaving the people who care about you and ignoring your surroundings.
Trying to be something you're not, putting up boundaries.
For a while It'll stick.
That stick can only stay strong for so long.
It breaks suddenly and you are lost.
Without friends or family, what will you do?
Denying everything around you.
 and then suddenly.....
Reality Kick to the face, wake up from the fantasy.

Diverse Thoughts

Thinking back on a time where you friends matter to you.
Playing cards games with your friends was cool.
Until they day comes when everyone goes there separate ways.
Who will remember your name?
Will they come for you? or just act the same.
I am here, thinking of something to do.
I don't want to do the same thing, time for something new.
Like Music, everyone has different taste.
Why is all these problems in my face.
People blaming each other for something.
Instead of coming together standing together equally.
Like Cards, There are so many of them.
Trying to figure which ones you want to send.
Like Video Games, don't spend too much time on it.
When something important comes up, be sure to act quick.
The name of the Game is called number 1.
A game where you are the loser and others have fun.
What kind of fun is that ? Man that's whack
Reacting to everyday life, at times i get depressed.
That why there's God to give me rest.

The New Year

It is a new year and yet everything still feels the same.
 I don't feel like myself and I'm not playing any video games.
What is going on with me?
It's been so long since i have written a poem about anything.
Remember 3yrs ago when I first started writing to express myself.
To write such words, it felt like way out of the encircling Hell.
I have not seen my family in such along time.
Since I've been in cold storage, I begin to lose what's mine.
A smile is all she is asking for.
Her request is so sudden, but I smile and say "Sure".
Cant sleep but have so many idea on what i want to do next.
I will never give up, For I am Jynex.
Brown-eyes and natural beauty.
I don't recall ever wanting a phony.
On a roll right now with this poem.
On a real note, I pray for a place i can call home.
What keep me going is the Lord above.
Giving me signs, and expressing love.
I only ask you to be yourself and don't change for the next one.
Its only Jan 8th, be ready, the year has just begun.