Motivation-what it means for me

Motivation, what does it require ?

Going all out or an interest that you admire.

I would like to have some of that.

Doing things half-ass gets you no where .That's fact.

Life is such a journey but that's point.

Why should it end because of a broken joint.

Time will pass and the bone will mend.

The people who care about you, they will understand.

How much do they mean to me. Everything.

Life is priceless and it has so much meaning,

Gulping, belching and smoking all lead to dead ends.

If there's no one there, God will stand by you as a friend.

Motivation is guide to a long term goal.

If you stray from it, you may find yourself in a hole.

If you give up, stay but do not blame anyone.

Those bad influences tell you that this and that is fun.

Thinking about it and finding redemption.

Do it for yourself and not for the attention.

God is my friend, and The bible  is a guide.

You may think what i am doing isn't right.

That isn't for you to decide, you are not my judge.

Breaking bonds are hard, former friends develop a grudge.

Why is life like this, is motivation that hard to obtain.

I am consider the odd person, yet i haven't changed.

I don't like hurting others for personal gain.

I have to make the best of it while i am alive.

Having people who care around me, i realize.

Motivation was here along, I just got lost.

Instead of giving, it's better that I fought.

Fighting for myself and what I like to do.

I do what is right for me and others, not for you.

What goes on in my Head 10

As times goes by I wonder what will happen next ?
Why do people who have money think they're the best.
When trying to figure out a puzzle, all the pieces matter.
Without a doubt when life gets you down, you just shatter.
I feel like crap, even though i should be all right.
Problems sleeping and end up staying up all night.
I feel like i am at war with whats around me.
With myself, friends and my family.
I want to help myself and the kitty.
But sadly i don't know how.
God is here watching over me to see if I am OK.
Thanking him for me being here today.
Writing these passages put me at ease.
Reminds me when I was school trying really hard.
At first i didn't think about anything else except cards.
Well regretting the past doesn't help out much.
Getting through life, its not all about luck.
We need faith in ourselves and in the Lord.
Faith to be the sword, to free ourselves from the horde.
Even though to this day I pray,  what I have done to others
I can be forgiven.

Making videos is like art.
Labeling and editing all the different parts.
What drives me to make videos.
God, my friends, and family. 
They are my heroes.
 I want to do something with myself.
I am doing this to express myself and nothing else.
Is it all about me? No
But i do share what i know.
An act of selflessness proves my worth.
Not being greedy, allowing others to go first.
Being there for someone, who is there for me.
Tells me that you are reliable and friendly.
Who doesn't turn their back, when you need them.
Always a friend, from now till the end.
 Now i see the reason i make videos.
I feel better as person and not as a zero.